There has been a little bit long time since I renewed my blog last time. I miss the feeling of writing something here, it's a kind of fulfillment.

This afternoon, Helen mentioned that we only had four weeks before the final exams. It means this semester will end soon. And we were told that some new teachers would come to teach us next term. Imagine that Helen will not teach us next semester, I'm depressed. I know I'll miss Helen very much,very much!

As I have said, Helen is a charming teacher and a good friend. It's my great honour to be her student. In my heart, she is a good friend more than a teacher and I can learn a lot from her. Helen is someone I can rely on. :)

Well, saying "see you" is to see you, people often comfort themselves like that. Helen said we would meet each other since we would be in the same campus. I know, I know, but……

Ok, don't worry, be happy. I will treasure the days that we have spent together, I promise.

Un, Helen, would you like a present?

Last Thursday, I burst into tears,twice…… Come on! What's the matter?!

Actually,at the very beginning of that night,everything seemed to be normal. Attended the dry run of the musical film,had a calculus class,and then went to the teachers' office to have a meeting of the student body of our school……When I came back dorm,less than an hour left before the power cut. Well, it's fine,it's fine,I have been busy like this after the May Day holiday.I can manage it, just ,just a little exhausted.

After finishing the little preparation for the next day, I went to bed and waited for the lights off. I prefer to sleep in the dark. Then Mum's call came——"How are you these days?" "Fine,Mum."I answered, with my eyes half closed.

"Why your voice sounds strange,uh?" "Nothing.I just feel tired,tired……even too tired to sleep."

"Why? Don't involve yourself in too much work,not all the things are up to you." "But I can't refuse to take my responsibility……Mum, I want to go home." "Just come back home next weekend,Ok?" "Well, fotget it,it's not necessary." Suddenly,my tears fell down……

I had to put down the phone to calm down.I'm not used to crying for a longer time. Washed my face with cool water, looked at myself in the mirror,well,I'm OK,I'm OK.

Yes,everything will go on well.

If you ask me:"What's your name?" I'll smile and answer:"Mars. M-A-R-S.Mars."

I like this name. And I'm very glad to share something related to this name with you.

I'm busy attending the dry run of the musical film"The Fiddler On the Roof" these days. It took me more than 2 hours almost everyday. When the teacher told us that we could rest in turn, I felt relaxed.

It's really a challenging job. Everyone must be involved in the whole atmosphere of the play. And as a dub, I should  try my best to "produce" the voice that matches the actor's action. It almost drove me mad the first two days. I wanted to spend more time on study but I had to prepare the musical film. Every night when I came back to dormitory, it was nearly the time for power cut. I complained to mum, but I knew that the complaint wouldn't solve any problems. The right thing I should do is to make most of my available time.

So,when Helen asked me whether I was so busy that I didn't do well in the quiz, I smiled and said:"No, it's not the excuse." Right?

Ten years later,when I look back all the things that I've written these days,what will I feel?

Ten years later,maybe I'll be in Paris.And almost working flat out during the day time,going to different parties or having business dinners at nights except weekends……:) Maybe,maybe……

A short holiday is coming! I'm looking forward to enjoying my holiday with my family and my old friends. Un, I can go shopping with Mum, I really want to spend more time with her. And I try to understand her, know more about her thoughts. I seldom do that before, but I have realized something since I 'm not the little child I used to be. I'm growing up, and further more,it seems not easy to live my parents when I have my own corporation some years later. I'll be supposed to pay more attention to my business than to my family,and only can fly back home from Paris if the weekend is available……

Maybe it's a kind of "compensation",for what I did when I was too young to understand their love.

Dad is interested in cars. When I was a little child,he started to teach me to recognize the different brands of cars.  As a result,I'm familiar with BMW,Benz,Honda……and also interested in cars just like my father. Well,"like father,like son".

One of the reasons that I want to earn enough money is that I hope I can buy some amazing cars as the presents for my Dad someday. And at that time, Dad can travel with Mum on their own cars.

Sometimes, When I am almost working flat out,I don't complain about anything. I don't want to do so,or,so to speak, I even have no time to complain.I know I should work hard,harder and harder.

When I was preparing the presentation of a wedding ceremony a few weeks ago, I thought about my commitment.And I hoped I would earn enough money in the future.Maybe some of my friends don't like to have a luxurious wedding,but I just want to have a wonderful memory that is unforgettable. I hoped I can still be deeply touched many years later,when I'm hand in hand with my lover,sitting in the sunset…… If I can,I hope we can travel to Schloss Neuscbwanstein,and the whole travelling for honeymoon can be supported by Air France. I will try my best to make it come true. I know I should establish my own corporation,and build it up to be a kingdom,then I can keep my promise.